That includes all three AP classes, preparing for the SAT, looking at school majors/applying for colleges and preparing things for the school club.
Oh yes! And then managing all this stuff happening with tha boy.
Three AP Classes:
Your only problems:
1. Keeping up with Reading in History 2. Doing well on tests: all AP tests 3. Finding time and will to study for the SAT 4. Keeping on a steady track of schoolwork
So there's this Jason fellow--he's my boyfriend. I think back and forth what is the wrong in any of it?
Well. Let's speak completely truthfully.
How do you feel about the boy? Do you like him? So.. he doesn't drive me absolutely wild. But I do like him. Do you mean that? It always takes me a good second to consider this, and it's because a part of me feels unsure of myself. Isn't that bad that you're unsure of yourself and your feelings for him? Yeah, it is. But I know that he cares about me a lot. Not in any way that I would abuse, but he cares enough about me he brings out the best in me at many times. I enjoy him. Not just his "company" but his traits. and I truly long to show him all that I am and what we really can be. Cause honestly, I see lots of potential in him. I find him more attractive all the time. and cuter. all the time. How do you view him? Hmm. I see him to be very liberal against my views-- he can be rebellious, lazy, insensible, and careless (when it comes to responsibility). These are tough things for me to have to deal with. These are all things that he deals with and are not towards me. So they're mostly forgivable since he has other things going for him You make it sound kind of bad... is it bad? To some point. I mean, I don't want a "loser boyfriend" I'm not saying he's a loser, but I want to be withsomeone who I can be proud of, who is knowledgeable and aware, who knows what they're doing with themselves. How much does this worry you? It used to be worse. but now I'm a lot better about it. I'm not too worried about him. But like I said, I just... I reallly do want him to be happy. And I would hope that he had a little more indication about his talents and he things he's good at. BUT... there's still very much i don't know about him, and I'm aware of that. More and more, I'm more aware of it all the time. Your friends say you're taking things way too seriously. That's what's hurtin you. Do you think this? Yeah. I'm not just going with the flow... I sometimes rush things and worry too much. I know this. I thought that maybe it was him at first... but I think a lot of it has to do with me. If not mostly about my mental willingness. I think it's priority. I don't have a lot of alotted time, and so when my awareness and value rises, and it makes me consider "Is this guy worth my time???" over and over and over and over. Andit does become hard, because I think that I do want to spend time with him. I do want to spend time with him. but when stress happens, I feel like maybe it's time to just call it quits and make thins easier for myself.
Well, at any rate -- i can really see me lasting with him though. What's that got to do with anything? I see an open road. That road just has to be exposed some more. Let me just put down my hair, put down the roof and ride.
Well, i think there is a difference. A "bboy" will break for himself, and for the love of the music. A breakdancer will do it for attention, with flashy moves.
so if you called me a breakdancer, i would probably correct u
so YES! haha
9:03pmVivion
smiles
good.
hehe then i feel pretty right then.
-- i think its important that more people know the difference
okay.
now lets talk about the alias.
9:11pmVivion
bbboys choose names for themselves or OTHERS choose them for them (as a rite) .. where does the importance of the name come in? and some bboys actually CHANGE their names and multiple times too.. whats reason behind this?
most bboys dont choose thier own name. It is givin by others. You earn ur name based apon a varity of things, it could be ur style, something personal, or u just take ur real name and put a little twist on it. Some bboys change their name bc they have gone thru a change in their life so they feel they should flip up their name bc they are a new person